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I didn't expect my life to be turn upside down permanently. But I guess it did.
My head is spinning with thoughts and what ifs and prayers every single day and night.

Weekends always pass by so fast. I still got clothes to iron when I return to office tmr. I'm slowly getting used to the life in office. Except for the fact that I am expanding so rapidly I almost got a shock when I weigh myself yesterday. I should start losing some fats before its too late :)

Fyp.
....
Ideas not flowing.

Eh, working life sucks. Like seriously. I used to say, haiya school sucks, I rather work. NO. NO. NO. NO.
I miss school and I miss school's western stall.
After 5 days of work. It somehow assure me even more that this is not the line I want to be in. It was hard for me to survive through the week.
I cannot imagine myself going to office everyday for the rest of my life at 9am, sit in for meetings, desk job, then home. It was like hell.

:(
How.
How am I suppose to survive till October.

There is one regret in my life that I will never ever forget in this life of mine. Thanks for this regret, it constantly reminds me of why I chose to leave in the first place. I will keep that in mind.

Harry potter tonight!

Eek. I'm so nervous for tomorrow. x/

I'm so bored.
I have yet to watch any Eddie Murphy's Movies, my brain is still not functioning well to get myself to work.
I'm nervous because I got an interview on Monday, I don't know what to wear and what to show them.
WHY MUST FRAMEWORKS NOT CONFIRMING THEIR PROJECT WHY WHY WHY.
So many things I want to learn.
SO MANY PLACES I WANT TO GO.

I'm so proud of myself because I haven't been spending much money and haven't been shopping at all :D
Cos I'm saving all for the land of thai. hahah.

DREAD SIP AND FYP.

Kim Hyun Joonggggggggggggggg *faints*

Ytd was a happy day because I finally met up with Shi Hui! We havent seen each other for.. i think a year already! We talked about our past and how we met, its so amazing its been 7 years since we knew each other. Hahah.

I think Adv Vid is a waste of time. And I don't really wanna act as well.
This month is really not a month that I wanna work because the last 4 months all that with P2 and P3 (AND NOT TO MENTION THE DEMONIC CDI OMG CURSE AND SWEARRRR) coming at us consecutively, it has been really really tiring. The lack of sleep and the mad rush of work was not a pleasant kind of experience, although I'm always glad when my efforts did not go down the drain, but whenever I think of the process... :/ There are definitely times during production, be it pre pro or post, were happy and memorable, but I guess these few years of rushing projects and productions left me really tired of what I'm doing.

That aside, it doesn't mean I'm gonna give up on my FYP. My last lap in TP, I will give my all for it :)

I have been slacking a lot and I'm really enjoying it. HAHAH.
and again, I really cannot wait for SIP to be over. I cannot imagine what my life will be like. As much as I hope to be in a production company instead of a post-pro company, I still hope I will have an enjoyable time over there. 
I don't even know where the hell is my company located at. :/

I can't wait for SIP to be over.

Haha.

I shouted, I screamed, I cried, I kicked, I squirmed around my bed. Anything for the pain to stop.
My cramps were so bad all I wanted to do was to jump straight for the window and burst my head apart.
Period cramps will make me suicidal one day.

The King of Pop has just became a legacy.
I'm not his biggest fan, but still, I listened to his songs when I was just in kindergarden.
Life is so unpredictable.

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