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answer my prayers. please.

2009-08-30T04:30:35Z

I didn't expect my life to be turn upside down permanently. But I guess it did.
My head is spinning with thoughts and what ifs and prayers every single day and night.

Weekends always pass by so fast. I still got clothes to iron when I return to office tmr. I'm slowly getting used to the life in office. Except for the fact that I am expanding so rapidly I almost got a shock when I weigh myself yesterday. I should start losing some fats before its too late :)

Fyp.
....
Ideas not flowing.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-08-01T22:48:00

2009-08-01T14:53:30Z

Eh, working life sucks. Like seriously. I used to say, haiya school sucks, I rather work. NO. NO. NO. NO.
I miss school and I miss school's western stall.
After 5 days of work. It somehow assure me even more that this is not the line I want to be in. It was hard for me to survive through the week.
I cannot imagine myself going to office everyday for the rest of my life at 9am, sit in for meetings, desk job, then home. It was like hell.

:(
How.
How am I suppose to survive till October.

A leopard never change its spots

2009-07-23T07:03:38Z

There is one regret in my life that I will never ever forget in this life of mine. Thanks for this regret, it constantly reminds me of why I chose to leave in the first place. I will keep that in mind.

Harry potter tonight!

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-07-19T23:24:00

2009-07-19T15:24:47Z

Eek. I'm so nervous for tomorrow. x/

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-07-18T16:22:00

2009-07-18T08:27:31Z

I'm so bored.
I have yet to watch any Eddie Murphy's Movies, my brain is still not functioning well to get myself to work.
I'm nervous because I got an interview on Monday, I don't know what to wear and what to show them.
WHY MUST FRAMEWORKS NOT CONFIRMING THEIR PROJECT WHY WHY WHY.
So many things I want to learn.
SO MANY PLACES I WANT TO GO.

I'm so proud of myself because I haven't been spending much money and haven't been shopping at all :D
Cos I'm saving all for the land of thai. hahah.

DREAD SIP AND FYP.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-07-10T22:14:00

2009-07-10T14:30:54Z

Kim Hyun Joonggggggggggggggg *faints*

Ytd was a happy day because I finally met up with Shi Hui! We havent seen each other for.. i think a year already! We talked about our past and how we met, its so amazing its been 7 years since we knew each other. Hahah.

I think Adv Vid is a waste of time. And I don't really wanna act as well.
This month is really not a month that I wanna work because the last 4 months all that with P2 and P3 (AND NOT TO MENTION THE DEMONIC CDI OMG CURSE AND SWEARRRR) coming at us consecutively, it has been really really tiring. The lack of sleep and the mad rush of work was not a pleasant kind of experience, although I'm always glad when my efforts did not go down the drain, but whenever I think of the process... :/ There are definitely times during production, be it pre pro or post, were happy and memorable, but I guess these few years of rushing projects and productions left me really tired of what I'm doing.

That aside, it doesn't mean I'm gonna give up on my FYP. My last lap in TP, I will give my all for it :)

I have been slacking a lot and I'm really enjoying it. HAHAH.
and again, I really cannot wait for SIP to be over. I cannot imagine what my life will be like. As much as I hope to be in a production company instead of a post-pro company, I still hope I will have an enjoyable time over there.
I don't even know where the hell is my company located at. :/

thailanddddd.

2009-07-06T15:28:55Z

I can't wait for SIP to be over.

Haha.

It was a whole day of nightmare

2009-07-03T06:05:29Z

I shouted, I screamed, I cried, I kicked, I squirmed around my bed. Anything for the pain to stop.
My cramps were so bad all I wanted to do was to jump straight for the window and burst my head apart.
Period cramps will make me suicidal one day.

This is life. You live and you die.

2009-06-26T02:55:07Z

The King of Pop has just became a legacy.
I'm not his biggest fan, but still, I listened to his songs when I was just in kindergarden.
Life is so unpredictable.

Click here for the news

FUCKING ANGRY

2009-06-24T16:46:06Z

I AM GOING TO BURN THE FUCKING C CENTRE DOWN. NEVER EVER EVER GOING TO DO ANY MORE FUCKING WORK FOR THEM. FUCKING FICKLED MINDED ASSHOLES. 10 MILLION CHANGES 10 MILLION CHANGES AND I DON'T RECEIVE A SINGLE CENT BECAUSE ALL THE MOOLAHS GOES TO THE SCHOOL'S POCKET. FUCK YOU.

HOME

2009-06-21T07:35:00Z

I am back! And I already got work to do. WTF.
Anyhoooo, hang out people :) Before everyone gets busy again!

P3 is gone for good!

2009-06-13T18:24:47Z

Yay I'm finally done and over with P3!! HURRAY. :D
I'll be going to KL till the 19th. So miss me very much people :)
When I'm back, lets have fun!
I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERSSSSS!

Ok, need to pack bag niaow. leaving at 7am.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-06-12T03:38:00

2009-06-11T19:39:56Z

So freaking difficult to find a piece of freaking music to match my freaking short film. Argh. IT IS ALMOST 4AM AND I REALLY WANNA SLEEP. :(
I haven't even do my opening titles... OMG MY CREDIT LIST.
GOOD GAME.

i'll secretly peep into your shop

2009-06-04T18:23:18Z

Editing is such a killer but then it is wayyyy better than production. But hey, my production haven't end yet how nice right. :/ I'll shoot finish tmr I SWEAR. This is getting very annoying.
12pm later is interim 3.
12th june is our submission.
THEN OMG I AM FREAKING FREE FROM WORK... ok NOT. FUCK CDI. Cause they fucking wants to make amendments! WTFFFFFF. Damn angry. DAMN ANGRY WITH NCCS. Take up my holidays the other time, now i only got bloody 2 weeks short holidays they also wanna take it up! Argh.

Anyway, Shooting Gallery is not replying me. I havent send to boku or zhaowei yet. Can i skip SIP? :/
I need my holidays.
I deserve it.

Life's been ___

2009-06-01T15:27:08Z

Production is still on going. My hand still hurts and i strained it a lot of times today. I got no confidence in what I am doing, I really pray post production will save my ass. Now cdi is fucking coming back to haunt me. I am so very tired.

I make sure I'll party after p3 is over. Get myself drunk and forget about work. :) whos with me!

OKAY. Time to bathe and clean my wound.

I look like frankenstein.

2009-05-28T13:37:28Z

Ok, my hand still hurts. And I accidentally hit on it twice today.
It sucks to type in one hand.
I think I need to bring my lappy out for some fresh air., with a cup of coffee, and just freaking do my shot list.
:/
I need to talk to someone.
i need a job too, so PLS if anyone gt a job to offer. Pls let me know!!
Goodbye.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-05-21T03:21:00

2009-05-20T19:32:54Z

It is so tiring to be a nice person.

I don't like you, so fuck off from my life.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-05-14T22:44:00

2009-05-14T14:45:34Z

Tell me why can't you see it's not the way
When we all fall down it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down who will take the blame
What will it take

:'( this time is for real.

2009-05-10T16:34:28Z

Im holding it back so badly.

God. Oh God.

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-05-10T22:07:00

2009-05-10T14:07:59Z

:'(

can you stay for awhile?

2009-05-04T10:27:55Z

I wish I could do something instead.

Wish me good luck for P3. :/

thebottleofmilk @ 2009-04-29T22:05:00

2009-04-29T14:06:44Z

You pulled me out of this shit, then you throw me back in again.
I tried to climb back up on my own but you pushed me down.

I hate you. :( You hurt me.

it was a Feb17

2009-04-27T14:25:40Z

PROJECTS AGAIN.

2009-04-27T03:14:57Z

I wish I didn't feel the pain. But again I did. And I blame myself for it.

I don't know. Do you?

2009-04-22T12:01:36Z

I caught a jumping spider. It was lurking around my table and I got freaked out. So I trapped it inside my film roll container.

I am very very tired. I don't know why. But every time the time reach evening, my eyes will close slowly.

I want to get the 400% Daft Punk be@rbrick. It cost 170$. I am seriously considering it.

Work is piling up all over again. I never get to rest. :(